A memory for the road.

My life is just mediocre. I’ll never make it anywhere.

Loser for life. FML

glandliang Thought for 4th day of field camp: Even the toughest guys break down in tears knowing that their loved ones are behind them in tough times.

That made me smile after reading it for the second time.

I heard it’s a sad ending that i hope doesnt happen.

Please study hard Camelia.

Study hard CT for CTs. Dont be like me.

I’m sorry everything’s been so hard. I’m sorry for my thoughts even now as I type this. I pressure myself too much. Sigh. I’m sorry it’s so unfair to you. And that I cause you so much anger and frustration. I’m sorry that my faith isnt strong. I’m sorry that I question everything i do. I’m sorry for everything that I’ve  put you through. I’m sorry i’m far from the perfect boyfriend. Far from what you expected. Sigh.

It’s like i’ve been polluted. Yes. We’ve both matured quite a bit. But i would rather it all be simple. Sigh.

I love you Camelia.

We still have a date to watch this remember? After field camp and SIT test alright? During our study breaks.

Hope will bloom. Even in the darkest of places. God help us and help me get through this coming 2 weeks. I love you Camelia.

I’ll see you soon. I promise to tell you all about it. I love you. <3

Between now and then, till I see you again, i’ll be loving you. Love, me. <3

I Love you Camelia. <3

After this weekend, i swear i will bloody hell look forward to weekends again. sigh.

how can someone or something you love just turn his/her/it’s back on you?

Sometimes u close ur eyes n see the place where u used to live.. when u were young.. says:

people think that faith is constant.. but what faith truly is, is a relationship.. n a relationship is never constant..

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.”

– 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Maybe, just maybe, we can in this world persist in the hope that our regrets have indeed burned like chaff, but that our good memories, having been offered to the Lord, will be recapitulated, and by Him infolded in the richness of heaven.

                                                                                                                                                               Holy Spirit Interactive.